So.. P..a..i..f..u..l.... 
I feel like such a complainer today.. Tae kwon do was so rough. We did a lot of contact and painful contact which practically killed me. I have bruises all over my shins now and I don't think I can walk properly for a while.

The good news is I'm not ssssooo bad.. I did pretty alright for my first day back.. 

OMg!!

Warm ups were sooo soo soo painful. The brown belt was so hard on us that.. Well no actually I feel kinda good. I'm typing insanely fast for my usual pace. It's probably cause i'm still in an adrenaline rush from the Tae kwon do thing.. 

Everything hurt...

Buut I went bak and i feel better about myself so that has to count for something.. 

Anyway Breaking Dawn!!!

WHOOAAA!!!!

YAY!!!!!

TWILIGHT LOVER!!!!

Hope the ending rocks!!!!

Stephanie Meyer please dont disappoint!!!

2 days!!!! I think... If i'm counting correctly

Guys!!! Hope you guys are all having a fantabulous summer. Keren u especially.. I hope u meet a cute french guy.. LOL
Trisha sry I wasnt able to be around much... 
LEt's hang out before u leave we'll go somewhere together.. LOL
God bless GUYS!! 

MISSING U!!

Like on Friday.... These people invited our club to do a performance in a hotel cause they were SUPER impressed by our performace -air quotes-. Well we performed but it wasn't the best it could be.. but I'm not suprised.. I wish they gave us longer notice cause we weren't ready.. They didn't even invite us to their pizza party for performers..

I WAS SO ANGRY!! GAWSH* Those ppl have no consideration for our club. 
Now that they realize we have some talent they decide to exploit it!!!

OMG..
OMG..
OMG..

I'm so pissed off!!!

Omg.. I can't believe Edward. I was so close to crying when he left Bella there heartless and alone. I was so pissed off. 

Omg.. 
Omg.. 
omg.. *sobbing

I just got new Moon,eclipse today and bought a Chapters reward card. When Breaking Dawn comes out, I think I will go to the midnight masquerade at Chapters. 

(Curently on Chp. 6)

New Moon so far... is really.. depressing. I can't believe she is hanging out with Jacob. He seems like a good friend but it will totally kill me if she starts to develop feelings for him.. 

It must have also been hard on Edward to leave her alone though. I mean, it's possible for her to forget all the emotions but Edward... will ALWAYS remember. If he doesn't show up by the middle of the book, I am going to get so emotionaly unstable and probably start breaking out in tears.

That day was nothing different. It actually amazed me when I felt something new. I guess I was just vulnerable but I saw you in new eyes... It was super annoying...

You see, I've been heartbroken many times but not enough to create a scar, it was more like a paper cut. Nothing really serious happened but I tend to develop a cush (or love) for the impossible. I guess life likes to play tricks on me, making me think that anything was possible. My brain was always right. it would constantly whisper "It's not possible" but my heart yells out at me making me believe... 

I've had several crushes like these such as one on a guy in my class since gr. 5 and someone who i play sports with. These guys were good looking, popular and knew how to socialize. Believe me when I say that I can not socialize, keeping my head in the books and taking tests are the only things I'm useful for. 

After a 5th time you'd think I would know better. A guy who has girls screaming his name probably isn't the guy for me.

When ideas of love come your way, it's kind of hard to ignore.